Saturday, October 23, 2010

Women's Clothing


Man, I worked in the women's building of Macy's for the first time today. It was the most hectic, totally different world I've ever been in. Sure, it's surrounded by women, but a lot of times, the stress isn't worth it. Plus, there's only one woman I'd rather be surrounded by, and she's all the woman I need for life.

When I was there, it's like they put the last existing male and put him in the women's world to fend for himself, but he did have help, of course.

The good thing, of course, was the amount of sales I made today. I made over 20% of my sales goal. That's the benifit of working in women's, because they love their shopping. That's the Magic of Macy's.

I wanna sleep forever, or just run away with her. Get away from it all.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Rougher, But Similar


I've been really getting into this song lately. Even though I can tell he's had a way tougher life than I had, I really identify with this song in so many ways.

Almost Over by Limp Bizkit
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCITKyigNTM

Lyrics:

"Learned how to rap as a little boy
Took alot of crap as a little boy
Always had to fight back as a little boy
Always under attack as a little boy
Never got good grades as a little boy
I was locked in a cage as a little boy
Still i never was afraid as a little boy
I was feeling my rage as a little boy
It's time to blow their minds

Learned how to lose as an older man
Sang alot of blues as an older man
But i saw it all through as an older man
Put together my crew as an older man
Felt alot of pain as an older man
I established my name as an older man
People piss on my game as an older man
Ain't nothin' gonna change as an older man
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
Come on!

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

Got treated like a clown as a little boy
Kept my feet on the ground as a little boy
When you're living in a dream as a little boy
Ain't nothing like it seems as a little boy
I was hatin' on the world as a little boy
I was lovin' all the girls as a little boy
I was into punk rock as a little boy
I was breakin' non-stop as a little boy
It's time to blow their minds

Got treated like a chump as an older man
Mixin' rock with the funk as an older man
Learned what a girl was as an older man
Now i know how to love as an older man
But i'm still a big kid as an older man
And i'de much rather give as an older man
Still i'm singin' in the rain as an older man
Ain't nothin' gonna change as an older man
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
Come on!

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

My life is one big dream
I'm lost in what it means
Don't wake me up 'cause it's almost over
These voices in my mind
Keep telling me it's time
To wake me up 'cause it's almost over

It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
Come on!

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

My life is one big dream
I'm lost in what it means
Don't wake me up 'cause it's almost over
These voices in my mind
Keep telling me it's time
To wake me up 'cause it's almost over

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?"

For those of you who know me and think I don't seem like I relate to him, take a closer took at everything I've told you in life. I guess the rest you can't see, I can see, myself.

Long live Rock and Funk.

*credit of lyrics to Limp Bizkit*

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Goodbye, Violet. Forgive My Mom
















Song to go with this:

The Memory Remains by Metallica.

Mom forced me to give her up. Please forgive me, my little pup. I didn't wanna let you go. It's my mom's fault for being a pansy.

I hope you were at least put back with your bro and sis. But also, I dont really wanna know if you did or not, because if you didn't, that'd hurt me even more. I feel guilty about all this. You're wondering why we gave you up, what's gonna happen to you. I'm asking myself those same questions.

Plz be okay. I'm so sorry. I never wanted to give you up, my very first dog. This memory will remain for a long time.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Song of the Day


Damage Case by Motorhead, later covered by Metallica.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZK8TRhiotQY
(Original Motorhead version)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAQZeefm6-M
(Metallica cover version)